Thursday, August 20, 2009

Good Will Hunting

Why do I love the movie Good Will Hunting....well first off the very first time I saw it, it was in theatres I must have been about 15 years old or so. I thought the very first time I saw it....that it was good. Years later it has become one of my favorite movies.

I can relate to Will's abandonment and his trust issues having not had a stellar childhood. I love the way his friends care for him, yes they don't challenge him...but they probably kept him from jumping off a cliff. I also know that every character is essential to pushing Will to that point where he's going to see about the girl. It's great to get to grow with Will in those two hours and finally realize that not only did he want more out of his life but he deserved it.

I also came to the realization that I deserve more out of my life then I currently have. I played a hand.....a big fucking hand and it backfired. Well not exactly backfired but its in limbo....I asked a guy out.....a pretty amazing guy or so I think and rather than giving me a yes or no.....he said we'll see. It's a pretty strange answer and I wish it had been more definite....like yes or no. At least with that I can move forward, instead I am stuck.
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So I guess in Will Hunting fashion I am going to let it go. It's been painful the whole time and I deserve someone at the very least who knows what they want. Here hoping I have the sack to ante up again.

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