Good Will Hunting

Why do I love the movie Good Will Hunting....well first off the very first time I saw it, it was in theatres I must have been about 15 years old or so. I thought the very first time I saw it....that it was good. Years later it has become one of my favorite movies.

I can relate to Will's abandonment and his trust issues having not had a stellar childhood. I love the way his friends care for him, yes they don't challenge him...but they probably kept him from jumping off a cliff. I also know that every character is essential to pushing Will to that point where he's going to see about the girl. It's great to get to grow with Will in those two hours and finally realize that not only did he want more out of his life but he deserved it.

I also came to the realization that I deserve more out of my life then I currently have. I played a hand.....a big fucking hand and it backfired. Well not exactly backfired but its in limbo....I asked a guy out.....a pretty amazing guy or so I think and rather than giving me a yes or no.....he said we'll see. It's a pretty strange answer and I wish it had been more definite....like yes or no. At least with that I can move forward, instead I am stuck.

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So I guess in Will Hunting fashion I am going to let it go. It's been painful the whole time and I deserve someone at the very least who knows what they want. Here hoping I have the sack to ante up again.

why the question mark

I am pretty sure that this would be the first question I would get when looking at my title. Which is kinda funny in itself cause you're still asking a question. Truth is I find the question mark to be one of the best designed elements ever and I like questions.

I also find that if you ask a lot of questions, especially about people's lives they LOVE talking about themselves, and don't honestly care whether you REALLY care about the answer or not. WOW that sounded harsh but I guess if anyone is going to read this they've got to understand that this is my internal voice talking and yes....a lot of time I am harsh about it. No worries though because I will be completely nice to you. I would like to think that I am a completely nice person but as I look at myself completely honestly I am not that nice. I could be better....I hope I will be someday.

As to what this blog will entail, well I guess whatever I feel like. I am most interested in music, movies, books and I am addicted to design so I will probably post a lot of stuff I come across and share it with my one reader. If I get one. I guess I should end this on a nice positive note....